About me.

It's been a while since i last posted. Heck, I never talk about myself much anyways. Well since i'm super depressed right now I might as well do some typing.

I'm not much of a talker. Many people I know can agree to that. Writing in this blog is somewhat a chance to tell people what's happening in my life. Well that's for whoever reads this (if there are any).

I'm out. I wasn't accepted to UP CHK. Meaning I have no college in UP to go to. Which also means I have been taken out of the UP system. Ouch. Still haven't told my parents about it. They always tell me about how I should be doing good in my studies to get a good future. And now I failed them. All my father wanted was me to graduate from UP and I couldn't even do that.

I actually know what I want to do. I want to get into SAESingapore. It's a college in Singapore that has a gaming development course. But my family is in a financial crisis so I can't afford to tell my parents on how I want what I want. It's not fair to them.

I just don't know what to do now. I know that my problems are far from how other depressed people are but these are the kinds of problems that I have which make me really depressed. It's so bad. I hate it.

I think what i'm saying is that whoever reads this, talk to me. Lol. Tell me not to do anything stupid. Tell me not to do anything dumb. Tell me what to do.

I'm that desperate. Haha.